I am an undergraduate student of one of the universities in Nigeria, I met a particular guy during my internship that ended March this year. As at the time I met the guy, I was working on a project which I had to do some research and experiment on because I never wanted the book to be an ordinary fictional book. In the process, the guy thought I was ready to have intimate relationship with him. I became confused on how to make him realize I was only experimenting on some certain facts.
A day came, he invited me to his house of which I honoured and I used the opportunity to explain things to him but I guess I had already led him on. To cut the long story short, he forcefully had his way with me despite all my cries and pleas. He sent me an apology text a day after the incident.
I left Lagos few days after the incident because I was resuming school… I made sure I took all necessary drugs tho. But a time came, I realized I was already having some strange feelings for the guy because I realize I constantly think about him, always having the urge to speak with him or chat him up……We decided to make things out and we were good.
About a month later, I discovered I was few weeks gone… How it happened I cannot tell, because, I took all necessary drugs tho about three four days after the whole thing. I told him about the new development and he insisted I abort the baby. I don’t want to commit abortion because I may have complication due to some medical issues and also because I see abortion as committing murder, I preach against it and now I am in the sea. Keeping the baby will truncate my education and considering the story that led to the whole thing, what do I tell the baby? That he/she came as a result of rape and the father decided not to take up responsibilities?
Please help me share my story with your Dear Noble Readers , I need their candid advice….. I’ll be grateful